you called me a project. you said I was your project,as if I was supposed to sit silent,a porcelain doll perked up on your shelf,and take your playful comment assome type of compliment because youended it with “but I still love you”your love means nothing ifyour love means trying to change meto mold me into something … Continue reading

if you’re looking for a girl to spend your night with bodies intertwined, tangling underneath soft pink bed sheets who will cook you breakfast in the morning, pour black coffee into her favorite mug and put it in your cold hands i’m not the girl you want but if you want a girl to meet … Continue reading

photographs tell the tales words won’t dare to write and in every photo i’m pictured in i looked the same: smiling but never sincerely physically i’m there but you can see in the way my gaze shys from the camera i’m not truly present. a girl lost in her own world wishing for a way … Continue reading

we can see that the sky is on fire yet that won't stop us from dancing under the neon flames as embers fall beneath our feet, we're careful not to step on them and kick them back into the cold night air. we realize this may be our last time together but if the world … Continue reading

ghosts i never felt haunted by their presence. they've always treated me as an old friend. when i'm alone i find comfort in knowing that they are with me. wherever i lead they always follow.

October was a busy month for me, so most of these books are still sitting on my bedside table begging to be read, but I wanted to give a little shout out to all of the books I bought this month, and added the links to them on Amazon! These are in no particular order … Continue reading

feathers one by one i started to add to my collection. i found one on top of the stone wall along side the ocean. another i picked up off the cold city block on a deary day, my vision impaired by the thick gray fog - or perhaps salt stains from my tears. i borrowed … Continue reading